this is shitty

i hate this. i hate this. i hate this.

if you didnt notice yet. I HATE THIS! 

guys suck. real bad. when you want them they dont want you. when they want you you dont want them. its so gay. its like no matter how hard either of us tries we cant get a break. it sucks having someone in the way of what could be the greatest relationship of all times. and that person WILL NOT budge. and that person doesnt even like him anymore. its terrible and gay and dramatic. all i ask is that we can TRY being together. we dont have to get married or fall madly in love or even last until school starts. i just need to know what happens with us. i HAVE to know whether or not we will work out or not. and it sucks that i cant. because some stupid petty girl can not get over a relationship that happened over a year ago. but...that stupid petty girl happens to be one of my greatest friends. so i have to deal with it. i just really really want it to happen. AKAJSDHKASDJH

help me?